Oystercatchers.

I'm a little lost doll in a very big world but I can see it clearly through my camera. I'm young, in love, and alive.

I'm neither ashamed or upset about what I post here. This is my place to be quietly honest and pull apart my own head. Welcome to my personal life.

"Every day above ground is a good day."
This is exactly why I am always ten minutes late.

This is exactly why I am always ten minutes late.

one day, when my beautiful babies are in my arms, I will sit in my mother’s rocking chair and sing them iron and wine songs for lullabies. 

“But when you walked out that door a piece of me died, told you I wanted more, but that’s not what I had in mind, just want it like before…I will love you till the end of time, I would wait a million years…”

(Source: youtube.com)

Things:

To buy:
NEW CELL PHONE - :( 
Black cardigan 
Black tights
Red hair dye
Prints of photos picked for Mom’s birthday album
Strong food colouring for baking rainbow cakes 
Sean’s secret Valentine’s day present 

I want to buy:
Kindle Fire
“The Girl Who Kicked the Hornet’s Nest”
Rose crown 
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To do:
Schedule surgery
Filing at KW (money to buy Kindle with)
Clean bedroom
Put laundry away    (!!!)

I will work on this more later, when I give a shit. For right now I plan on reading the book I accidentally downloaded on my Dad’s Kindle (which is fucking sweet, by the way).

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I am so afraid to overstep my boundaries and make it weird. But it’s so difficult. Things right now are not as good as they should be. 

The ring on my left finger, the crescent scar on my chest, heat pressed against my hips right now- this man is the love of my life.
I know I haven’t posted much lately, but I will soon. I love you all and miss you dearly. I think journaling again will make this winter much easier. 

The ring on my left finger, the crescent scar on my chest, heat pressed against my hips right now- this man is the love of my life.

I know I haven’t posted much lately, but I will soon. I love you all and miss you dearly. I think journaling again will make this winter much easier. 

Robyn’s 22nd Birthday Wishlist!

Robyn’s 22nd Birthday/Christmas List:

 

Money please! (For moving out with the handsome boyfriend!)

 

Victoria’s Secret Giftcard – for new bras and underwear!

Target Giftcard

AM/PM or Fred Meyer Gas Cards

Starbucks Giftcards

 

Clarisonic – http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P245414&categoryId=B70

 

Work shoes - https://www.dmusastore.com/p-2530-1b60.aspx#

http://www.rei.com/product/772922/dansko-professional-cabrio-clogs-womens

 

Rose quartz jewelery –

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B005FMQYSK/ref=noref?ie=UTF8&s=jewelry&psc=1

http://www.amazon.com/Hanfords-London-Quartz-Silver-Handmade/dp/B005Q7E9SQ/ref=sr_1_130?s=jewelry&ie=UTF8&qid=1318366329&sr=1-130

 

Bare Minerals - http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P242100&categoryId=B70

 

Faux leather jacket - http://shop.nordstrom.com/S/collection-b-faux-leather-bomber-jacket-juniors/3216209?origin=category&resultback=19

http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?id=22655583&color=001&itemdescription=true&navAction=jump&search=true&isProduct=true&parentid=W_OUTERWEAR

 

Goth shirts - http://store.actualpain.org/products/death-magnolia-tank-black

 

http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?id=23546153&color=001&itemdescription=true&navAction=jump&search=true&isProduct=true&parentid=W_HALLOWEEN

 

Slippers –

http://shop.nordstrom.com/S/minnetonka-cally-slipper/3036580?origin=category&resultback=659 - preferably in grey.

 

Blankie - http://www.target.com/p/Target-Home-Fuzzy-Blanket/-/A-13566500

In purple, king size please!

Simply Shabby Chic King size fluffy pink blanket with silk ribbon sides!

 

Plane tickets for Sean and Robyn to go to California for Thanksgiving! <3

 

Work clothes – basically money for black skirts that I’ll cruise for during online sales.

 

Battery: http://www.bestbuy.com/site/Nikon+-+Rechargeable+Lithium-Ion+Battery+for+Select+Nikon+Digital+Cameras+and+Chargers/7889369.p?id=1149205182231&skuId=7889369&st=battery%20pack%20for%20nikon%20d200&cp=1&lp=11

 

DVDs:

$10 Target Collection – “Leave her to heaven”, “An Affair to Remember”, “A Letter to Three Wives,” “Peyton Place”.

http://www.amazon.com/Drop-Dead-Gorgeous-Kirsten-Dunst/dp/0780628306/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1318453245&sr=8-1

http://www.target.com/p/Skeleton-Apron-28x36/-/A-13476399

http://www.target.com/p/Halloween-Wall-Art-Spiderwebs/-/A-13473992

http://www.target.com/p/Halloween-Wall-Art-Create-a-Scene-Bats/-/A-13473991

http://www.target.com/p/Witch-Wall-Clings-Black/-/A-13756460

 

Just got out of surgery earlier today; I had a port placed in my chest. It stings, it aches, it fucking hurts. 
I just took a mess of vicodin. Might be time to pop in a movie before I can&#8217;t move. 
I love you guys. 

Just got out of surgery earlier today; I had a port placed in my chest. It stings, it aches, it fucking hurts. 

I just took a mess of vicodin. Might be time to pop in a movie before I can’t move. 

I love you guys. 

(Source: fuckyeahseasonsss)