Oystercatchers.

I'm a little lost doll in a very big world but I can see it clearly through my camera. I'm young, in love, and alive.

I'm neither ashamed or upset about what I post here. This is my place to be quietly honest and pull apart my own head. Welcome to my personal life.

"Every day above ground is a good day."
This is how I have looked for a week.

This is how I have looked for a week.

the blinds are open, red-yellow-green of the stop lights cast soft glows into my bedroom. i listen to the sound of the creaky upstairs floor boards, thinking about all the people who have lived in this old building in the past hundred years. who must have loved the bricks when they were still red, the single women, widows and which wall they had pushed their bed against, the nurses boarded, overseen by catholic nuns, going through school and spending the nights alone, right where i am now.

did those young women lay against the mattress, as i do? back curved slightly, pillow beneath my shoulder blades, knees bent up under the loose top sheet. did they let their mind wander to the young doctors they work beside, fascinated by his gentle touch, the tendons and bones under his skin? dreaming of those wide thumbs running over their curved hip bones as his fingers reach to the small of her back? do they curl their toes in the blanket they kicked down, letting the cold air chill their bare breasts, thinking of kissing the nape of her neck, their redheaded peer? how it would feel to spread her blushing lips and run their tongue against her excited clit, hands groping her soft thighs as moans escape both of their mouths?


(unfinished, i can’t write, too cliche, it all sounds the same, bah)

My beloved morning times.

My beloved morning times.

Typical MRI stuff, you know.

Blurry, but so cute!

Blurry, but so cute!